Sleeping patterns

Thinking back over the course of time i've known Clementine, and the odd circumstances under which we met (chicken). I've decided that we're quite compatible. Though, at times it doesn't seem that way. According to the "stars" we're polar opposites. This is what she tells me, since I know squat about astrology. I don't know.

I'm starting to get this feeling, deep in the pit of my stomach/heart, that she doesn't want to speak to me. Now, I've been known to get paranoid about this, which is why I haven't confronted her about it. Though, as I'm sitting here basically waiting for the phone to ring, and waiting to see her phone number show up on the Caller ID. It seems so childish, and so clingy, and this is the pusher. I'm not even postive that I'm in love with her! I'm sure, in time I'll feel that, but now...I'm not too sure. I mean, we've only been going out for a month or so less than a year.

It's almost 2, and I know she doesn't call anyone after 2. It's so like me to get hurt over a phone call, or lack there of in this case. I guess, after thinking about it, my feelings are a bit more that I had initially thought. I don't mind waiting for a call. I think Clem is the greatest thing that's happened to me in my life, and for her I'm prepared to wait for as long as I need to.

Still, I don't feel much better. I would have loved to talk to her before I slept.